What you give, you get back.

I believe if we lend our hand to the needy people, someday other people will also give theirs to us.

It`s not easy to help other people even to our own flesh, families or best friends. Sometimes it need more courage and motivation to help those in need. But most of the time we can easily help them without thinking so much. I learnt a lot from experience in helping others. I`m not saying i`m a good person but sometimes i just trapped in the situation where i have to lend them my ears and hands without any objection .

As a human, we all have our sense of humanity. It just we want to show it or we keep it deep inside our heart. Even though i was trapped in the situation, i will still trying to help out as sincere possible as i can.

I`m not pointing my fingers to those who need my helps or make me help them or other people. Just to share my thoughts and experience. I just want to express my feelings. Different people have different ways of showing their expression.

I remember back in 2010, me and 4 of my girl friends planned to go Singapore for a holiday. I don`t have passport. So i need to get one. Me and 2 other friend agreed to go together before we start work. We have to be at the Immigration office as early as 7am. So on my way to the train station, i saw one blind Chinese guy is about to cross the road. So i ask him, can i help you. Then he nod his head. So i hold his sleeve and help him to cross the road until we almost reach the train station as his requested. His thanked me for that little help.

Looked at my watch and I already late. After i met my friends, we went straight to the Immigration office. my number is 87 if i`m not mistaken. After completed the form, we lined up until the first counter. The first officer said my ID card can`t be read. I have to go and check at the Registration Office. Okay. I went there. They said it`s time to change my ID card and i have to pay RM40 as penalty for late upgrade. Huh? Okay, since i need my ID card so much i paid and i run back to  IO.

Another drama here. Thee same officer that told me i need to change my ID card told me that they can`t accept temporary ID as valid documents. I`m about to scream at him! Why can`t you tell me earlier? Now they need a birth certificate. OMG! I didn`t bring it and the best part is i don`t know where it is.

So i have to go back to RO to withdraw my birth certificate.Wait again for my turn. i can withdraw my birth certificate provided that my State already uploaded it into the main system. I have to wait again before he can check. I don`t know how my face will looks like at that time. i`m so damn nervous. After few minutes he come and said they can withdraw my certificate but must wait don`t know how long.

Aarrrggghhh..I`m so stress. The officer look at me and said, i`ll try to do it as fast as i can, don`t worry please have a sit and let me entertain other people. Hee.. i`ve blocked other customer.

While waiting for that certificate, i can heard at IO they are calling out numbers. and suddenly i heard 85. OMG. I`m so nervous. Then 86. I get up and walked to the officer to ask the status. Then 87. Oh! that`s my  number. For three times they called my number. Then 88.

Suddenly the officer call me and handed my birth certificate. He smiling and said now can you go overseas.

I ran straight to my friends and i just line up behind number 88 customer. After he finished, i told everything to that officer. But he scold me first because he thought that I cut the queue. I`m just this close to delayed my vacation because of the ID card. I really don`t have much time left if i didn`t do it on that day.

Then i was thinking, is that because i help someone today and Allah help me? I want to believe that way. I`m so thankful. This situation changed my mind. I`ll try to help other people that i don`t know if i`m capable to do it. 

What you give you`ll get back.  Let's spread love to help other sincerely.

Love

Shakila